January 29, 2012
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i cant remember the last time i was excited
and that really bothers me
it makes me wonder things like will i ever be excited for anything again
i mean at one point i would jump up and down because i was going to have a strawberry milk
now people invite me to parties and amusement parks and concerts and its not that i dont have a good time at these things i just cant seem to get into them like i used to
i have the new cd coming out and i have booked a release show which is the first proper gig ive had in a long time, but im not excited about these things like i should be
it makes me feel like im loosing my youthful spirit
ive fought this for a long time. ive never wanted to grow up, but i feel like its happening and in the worst way.
